you simply are

You simply are
From your very first breath you were a blessing
Theres no such luck befor you all that im becoming
All that I knew changed when I first held you
I always known I was better but could never get past
For I could never forgive my flaws
I knew to be what u deserved and needed I had to grow up
You simply are my joy
You will never know or be able to contemplate how you saved me
When I first held your tiny hand and heard your cute laugh
The only happiness I felt to which I could only smile
Having you now makes me realize how much I wanted to have one
Your simply are the greatest accomplishment I h ave
Now that I have you I feel complete and ready
I will reach my full potential for I look up to you
My love for you is endless and the inspiration you give
Is boundless you simply are
my child

i am you

I am you
Don’t fret or pity I carry a burden its nothing you ever felt before no one can feel as much pain as I feel no one can say they went thru the same I went thru
I am incomplete for the mistakes I made swallow me whole
I try to move on but its so difficult I regret it everyday for I could have been more
Like you others try to sympathize and tell me its okay I went thru the same
I can only scream at that remark for no you or them haven’t
Im me and your you I don’t want help that is not why I speak to you
Like so many you talk when you should listen you say that’s not it but it is
To find someone to listen is impossible its no wonder I cant be open, When I open I expect to be heard the only voice should be my own and not yours for when I speak its about me not you, you never will understand will of course not I know you your hear t
Beats the same tune as me your mind can sympathize with my pain I am your heart but you never listen you never wish to deal with me that is why you do no listen
Wake up for I am you listen to me and the cold hard truth
So that one day we can go far
I am you we are one in the same

universal element

fire the symbol of passion and strength, ours is fire for our love is every growing and grows hotter and stronger everday of every second, our bond is beyond all measures nothing will break it, water the symbol of compassion and comfort, our element as well for we are there to support and comfort when we are feeling down and sad, we strive to make eachother comfortable gentle and always in a good mood, earth the symbol of touch, we have not felt eachother in person but we touch eachothers hearts when i talk to you i feel your love and i feel like im right there everytime, air the symbol of soul, are souls our one, when you hurt i feel it when your sad i understand it, there is no me or you there is only us for we are one, my heart is yours all that i am is yours and forever will be yours what we have are the elements that bind the comos, we are infinite and will transcend all our element is the universe forever expanding and foreternity

No
No you cant do this your nothing
No you cant dream for you are pathetic
No you cant succeed for your background
You look to others and see what they have
You want it so much u taste it
Do not let it trouble for you can too
Words do not have meaning unless
U feel it to be true
For succeeding No could and can be the new yes
If u believe it to be true
No you cant do this or that without trying
No you cant dream if you don’t have hope and faith
No you cant succeed if you let yourself grieve
Your background cant hold you back only you can
If you want more take it
No matter your race gender or anything u feel hinders you
For you lie to yourself
Don’t let No dray u down
For if you believe
Then No is the new
YES

the portrait

The Portrait
The portrait of eternity
Eternity is a stream that has no beginning and no end lifeless and never ending constantly flowing till the end of time, eternity is like the animal, it's purpose is to serve the greater balance to live the way it is meant and to die for a purpose beyond understanding and like the stream a constant flow to which their is only one truth eternity, eternity is like love, it is unknown until it's felt and it is felt when one becomes more than what they are, and like the animal love is a ceaseless spiral to which it's constantly adapting and susceptible to change for love one will become loving many for a lover gives that which eternity can only give newborn
Let it be known the portrait can never be complete for their is no end to adaptive, like forever is as much as another way of saying eternity, faith is another way of saying the soul is the portrait

your way

Your way
Your way makes me wish you were mine
The way you smile shines brighter then any star
The way you laugh is precious, for it soothes my soul and relieves my sorrow

Everything you do seems to have a purpose and makes me wonder am I worthy of being in your presence your way is perfect, keep shining bright Is all I can say to you for you are a goddess
Your way of beauty captivates me. To the point I can't stop thinking of you
The way your hair glows like moonlight reflecting on the ocean surface
The way you smell, reminds me of jasmine during spring when their aroma is at it's fullest

My feelings for you are strong my nerves are worn out I can't stop thinking of you and your way for you are a angel of light that much should be known for you are pure and eternal light

Your way of spirit gives those around you the strength to cut through their sorrow and accomplish their dreams
The way you can be sad but still accomplish your goals gives me the courage to give it my all for you are my inspiration
The way you are kind to everyone makes me realize just how special you are for you are beautiful inside and out and reminds me of how much I want to call you my own

Your way gives me faith for someday you shall be mine for your way has given me what I. seek for you are the one no doubt about it for someday I will call you home

alone

Alone
Am I alone
Probably
Won't stop
No one to call a friend
Don't know how to make a friend
Is it pathetic
Maybe
not at peace
Am intimidated by people
No one to turn to
Unhappy about myself
For I can't get over it
I've tried to get over my fear
But it won't stop
I had friends
Seems so long ago
How did I do it
How was I able to make friends
Can't remember
I was liked by many
But that all changed
Changes seem to turn for the worst
Every change that I have faced is bad
I am lost
to many years have gone by
Years of suffering
Loneliness
Despair
I've lost everything that made me
in a world of billions of people
I am alone