You simply are
From your very first breath you were a blessing
Theres no such luck befor you all that im becoming
All that I knew changed when I first held you
I always known I was better but could never get past
For I could never forgive my flaws
I knew to be what u deserved and needed I had to grow up
You simply are my joy
You will never know or be able to contemplate how you saved me
When I first held your tiny hand and heard your cute laugh
The only happiness I felt to which I could only smile
Having you now makes me realize how much I wanted to have one
Your simply are the greatest accomplishment I h ave
Now that I have you I feel complete and ready
I will reach my full potential for I look up to you
My love for you is endless and the inspiration you give
Is boundless you simply are
my child
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
i am you
I am you
Don’t fret or pity I carry a burden its nothing you ever felt before no one can feel as much pain as I feel no one can say they went thru the same I went thru
I am incomplete for the mistakes I made swallow me whole
I try to move on but its so difficult I regret it everyday for I could have been more
Like you others try to sympathize and tell me its okay I went thru the same
I can only scream at that remark for no you or them haven’t
Im me and your you I don’t want help that is not why I speak to you
Like so many you talk when you should listen you say that’s not it but it is
To find someone to listen is impossible its no wonder I cant be open, When I open I expect to be heard the only voice should be my own and not yours for when I speak its about me not you, you never will understand will of course not I know you your hear t
Beats the same tune as me your mind can sympathize with my pain I am your heart but you never listen you never wish to deal with me that is why you do no listen
Wake up for I am you listen to me and the cold hard truth
So that one day we can go far
I am you we are one in the same
Don’t fret or pity I carry a burden its nothing you ever felt before no one can feel as much pain as I feel no one can say they went thru the same I went thru
I am incomplete for the mistakes I made swallow me whole
I try to move on but its so difficult I regret it everyday for I could have been more
Like you others try to sympathize and tell me its okay I went thru the same
I can only scream at that remark for no you or them haven’t
Im me and your you I don’t want help that is not why I speak to you
Like so many you talk when you should listen you say that’s not it but it is
To find someone to listen is impossible its no wonder I cant be open, When I open I expect to be heard the only voice should be my own and not yours for when I speak its about me not you, you never will understand will of course not I know you your hear t
Beats the same tune as me your mind can sympathize with my pain I am your heart but you never listen you never wish to deal with me that is why you do no listen
Wake up for I am you listen to me and the cold hard truth
So that one day we can go far
I am you we are one in the same
universal element
fire the symbol of passion and strength, ours is fire for our love is every growing and grows hotter and stronger everday of every second, our bond is beyond all measures nothing will break it, water the symbol of compassion and comfort, our element as well for we are there to support and comfort when we are feeling down and sad, we strive to make eachother comfortable gentle and always in a good mood, earth the symbol of touch, we have not felt eachother in person but we touch eachothers hearts when i talk to you i feel your love and i feel like im right there everytime, air the symbol of soul, are souls our one, when you hurt i feel it when your sad i understand it, there is no me or you there is only us for we are one, my heart is yours all that i am is yours and forever will be yours what we have are the elements that bind the comos, we are infinite and will transcend all our element is the universe forever expanding and foreternity
No
No you cant do this your nothing
No you cant dream for you are pathetic
No you cant succeed for your background
You look to others and see what they have
You want it so much u taste it
Do not let it trouble for you can too
Words do not have meaning unless
U feel it to be true
For succeeding No could and can be the new yes
If u believe it to be true
No you cant do this or that without trying
No you cant dream if you don’t have hope and faith
No you cant succeed if you let yourself grieve
Your background cant hold you back only you can
If you want more take it
No matter your race gender or anything u feel hinders you
For you lie to yourself
Don’t let No dray u down
For if you believe
Then No is the new
YES
No you cant do this your nothing
No you cant dream for you are pathetic
No you cant succeed for your background
You look to others and see what they have
You want it so much u taste it
Do not let it trouble for you can too
Words do not have meaning unless
U feel it to be true
For succeeding No could and can be the new yes
If u believe it to be true
No you cant do this or that without trying
No you cant dream if you don’t have hope and faith
No you cant succeed if you let yourself grieve
Your background cant hold you back only you can
If you want more take it
No matter your race gender or anything u feel hinders you
For you lie to yourself
Don’t let No dray u down
For if you believe
Then No is the new
YES
the portrait
The Portrait
The portrait of eternity
Eternity is a stream that has no beginning and no end lifeless and never ending constantly flowing till the end of time, eternity is like the animal, it's purpose is to serve the greater balance to live the way it is meant and to die for a purpose beyond understanding and like the stream a constant flow to which their is only one truth eternity, eternity is like love, it is unknown until it's felt and it is felt when one becomes more than what they are, and like the animal love is a ceaseless spiral to which it's constantly adapting and susceptible to change for love one will become loving many for a lover gives that which eternity can only give newborn
Let it be known the portrait can never be complete for their is no end to adaptive, like forever is as much as another way of saying eternity, faith is another way of saying the soul is the portrait
The portrait of eternity
Eternity is a stream that has no beginning and no end lifeless and never ending constantly flowing till the end of time, eternity is like the animal, it's purpose is to serve the greater balance to live the way it is meant and to die for a purpose beyond understanding and like the stream a constant flow to which their is only one truth eternity, eternity is like love, it is unknown until it's felt and it is felt when one becomes more than what they are, and like the animal love is a ceaseless spiral to which it's constantly adapting and susceptible to change for love one will become loving many for a lover gives that which eternity can only give newborn
Let it be known the portrait can never be complete for their is no end to adaptive, like forever is as much as another way of saying eternity, faith is another way of saying the soul is the portrait
your way
Your way
Your way makes me wish you were mine
The way you smile shines brighter then any star
The way you laugh is precious, for it soothes my soul and relieves my sorrow
Everything you do seems to have a purpose and makes me wonder am I worthy of being in your presence your way is perfect, keep shining bright Is all I can say to you for you are a goddess
Your way of beauty captivates me. To the point I can't stop thinking of you
The way your hair glows like moonlight reflecting on the ocean surface
The way you smell, reminds me of jasmine during spring when their aroma is at it's fullest
My feelings for you are strong my nerves are worn out I can't stop thinking of you and your way for you are a angel of light that much should be known for you are pure and eternal light
Your way of spirit gives those around you the strength to cut through their sorrow and accomplish their dreams
The way you can be sad but still accomplish your goals gives me the courage to give it my all for you are my inspiration
The way you are kind to everyone makes me realize just how special you are for you are beautiful inside and out and reminds me of how much I want to call you my own
Your way gives me faith for someday you shall be mine for your way has given me what I. seek for you are the one no doubt about it for someday I will call you home
Your way makes me wish you were mine
The way you smile shines brighter then any star
The way you laugh is precious, for it soothes my soul and relieves my sorrow
Everything you do seems to have a purpose and makes me wonder am I worthy of being in your presence your way is perfect, keep shining bright Is all I can say to you for you are a goddess
Your way of beauty captivates me. To the point I can't stop thinking of you
The way your hair glows like moonlight reflecting on the ocean surface
The way you smell, reminds me of jasmine during spring when their aroma is at it's fullest
My feelings for you are strong my nerves are worn out I can't stop thinking of you and your way for you are a angel of light that much should be known for you are pure and eternal light
Your way of spirit gives those around you the strength to cut through their sorrow and accomplish their dreams
The way you can be sad but still accomplish your goals gives me the courage to give it my all for you are my inspiration
The way you are kind to everyone makes me realize just how special you are for you are beautiful inside and out and reminds me of how much I want to call you my own
Your way gives me faith for someday you shall be mine for your way has given me what I. seek for you are the one no doubt about it for someday I will call you home
alone
Alone
Am I alone
Probably
Won't stop
No one to call a friend
Don't know how to make a friend
Is it pathetic
Maybe
not at peace
Am intimidated by people
No one to turn to
Unhappy about myself
For I can't get over it
I've tried to get over my fear
But it won't stop
I had friends
Seems so long ago
How did I do it
How was I able to make friends
Can't remember
I was liked by many
But that all changed
Changes seem to turn for the worst
Every change that I have faced is bad
I am lost
to many years have gone by
Years of suffering
Loneliness
Despair
I've lost everything that made me
in a world of billions of people
I am alone
Am I alone
Probably
Won't stop
No one to call a friend
Don't know how to make a friend
Is it pathetic
Maybe
not at peace
Am intimidated by people
No one to turn to
Unhappy about myself
For I can't get over it
I've tried to get over my fear
But it won't stop
I had friends
Seems so long ago
How did I do it
How was I able to make friends
Can't remember
I was liked by many
But that all changed
Changes seem to turn for the worst
Every change that I have faced is bad
I am lost
to many years have gone by
Years of suffering
Loneliness
Despair
I've lost everything that made me
in a world of billions of people
I am alone
as i walk
As I walk
Their is a chill in the air as I walk,
I can't seem to shake it but it's their,
Why does it frighten me,
The darkness. Consumes my memories,
Consumes my entire existence as I walk
Power is what I desire but at what cost
The darkness eats away at my very soul
Like a plague it takes away everything
The person I once was is gone for the light
Has left me their is only emptiness and sorrow
Dreams are never good never happy,
Nightmares are all they are and all that's left
my soul is rotted to the core
I can't escape my nightmares they torment
Me so much that I, I lose sleep
and sometimes awake in the middle of the night frightened of what I can do, as I walk
Restlessness is constantly brewing inside me
I find myself in the middle of the night walking
In order to think and escape these
Horrors and as I walk I FIND MYSELF
Their is a chill in the air as I walk,
I can't seem to shake it but it's their,
Why does it frighten me,
The darkness. Consumes my memories,
Consumes my entire existence as I walk
Power is what I desire but at what cost
The darkness eats away at my very soul
Like a plague it takes away everything
The person I once was is gone for the light
Has left me their is only emptiness and sorrow
Dreams are never good never happy,
Nightmares are all they are and all that's left
my soul is rotted to the core
I can't escape my nightmares they torment
Me so much that I, I lose sleep
and sometimes awake in the middle of the night frightened of what I can do, as I walk
Restlessness is constantly brewing inside me
I find myself in the middle of the night walking
In order to think and escape these
Horrors and as I walk I FIND MYSELF
Free now then and there
I wish to be free
But when all is said and done u can never be free
For when u die ur fate is sealed for when u die u may be free of suffering
In this world
When u die were do u go for its another form of control
Do u cease to be or do u have a say do u choose to live
In the mortal plane or is it forced upon u to live with suffering and know pain
When I think of what could be I ask myself what is free
What is it to me
No one to say what u should do to find oneself and discover
What u will
Gain that which u seek
Knowledge has a beginning but no ending
I want to be free
Knowledge u gain can help but will u ever be free
A being higher and mightier than us all exists
Our father has no end and no limits for he is perfection to which I envy
Our mother has control over the very air we breath and all that we know
She is are fate and destiny
He is free and in charge
This power is far and beyond since the beginning and will not change
In the end this power will remain for destiny and fate
We can never hold
I am free
I may die but I have control
I can choose to be kind and thoughtful or selfish and hateful
Perhaps it’s a test for to be more and free one must choose a path to clarity or demise
One must learn to follow before they can go their way
For this world a mother and father must someday let go perhaps it is the same
When the day comes to which I will die in this world I will look forward to finding out and to experience myself what it truly means to be
Free
But when all is said and done u can never be free
For when u die ur fate is sealed for when u die u may be free of suffering
In this world
When u die were do u go for its another form of control
Do u cease to be or do u have a say do u choose to live
In the mortal plane or is it forced upon u to live with suffering and know pain
When I think of what could be I ask myself what is free
What is it to me
No one to say what u should do to find oneself and discover
What u will
Gain that which u seek
Knowledge has a beginning but no ending
I want to be free
Knowledge u gain can help but will u ever be free
A being higher and mightier than us all exists
Our father has no end and no limits for he is perfection to which I envy
Our mother has control over the very air we breath and all that we know
She is are fate and destiny
He is free and in charge
This power is far and beyond since the beginning and will not change
In the end this power will remain for destiny and fate
We can never hold
I am free
I may die but I have control
I can choose to be kind and thoughtful or selfish and hateful
Perhaps it’s a test for to be more and free one must choose a path to clarity or demise
One must learn to follow before they can go their way
For this world a mother and father must someday let go perhaps it is the same
When the day comes to which I will die in this world I will look forward to finding out and to experience myself what it truly means to be
Free
soul sealer
A soul is for no one to own
To those who are more will seal
The heart forever for
The spirit is not a game but luxury few have ever known
To capture for even a moment
Can give strength to last eternity
The whispers turn to cheers the chants turn to tears
Forever one can the hearts of those who wait the signs to which call out to the soul
Thy wounds are sealed even those that cannot be seen
Courage can be known for when the heart is gold morrow will come after today to which another day is shown and a new light will be known
Life can be grand only those few can guide and show us the way home
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